12.02am

Mum: Can you please sleep now? Tomorrow you're going to school.

Me: Ya ya ya.. I know.. I'm going to sleep now. *look at time (11.30)*

thinking about my first resolution. ARGHHH.. why is it so hard to keep it.... jeez..

Tomorrow I'm officialy a lower 6 student. Fresh start. Everything will be new again, just like when i first became a sec 1 student. =.= new teachers, new textbooks, bag, pencil case, classmates, course... basically everything new new new. One thing that's not new, the environment. It's the same school. Why cant we change school, i hope MOE puts us into a different school. I can join MD, Katok, Meragang or whatever. Just please, get me out of that school.

I want to know more people, widen my circle of friends and of course new environment. I WANT IT SO BADLY. Imagine trapping in a same school for 7 freaking years. =.= No way!! T.T I want everything to be new, I know it's easier said that done. In the end, I'm also not going to move. Unless, anyone who works in MOE, saw this blog*beaming in joy* and make their plan work out. Sigh. PLEASE?

I do not know what i hope for is better for me or the opposite. But for now, i just want to change school. Like being forced to start school early jan is not bad enough! Okay, enough of the complaining. Im going to hit the sack now.

he said: Are you tired? Coz u're running in my mind everyday.

=D

#Jo

What is a friend?

hey... it's me again.. hehe.. honestly.. right now i have no *inspiration*. My inspiration was high last night, loads of images and words swarm through my mind. However, Emiko and Jo was editing the blog and making new post. So it was quite late when they were done........ AND by then...... my brain went vacationing.. =.=.. and it is still on strike until now =P...

So i just post my favourite poem...

WhAt Is A FrIeND?

A friend is one of the nicest things you can have,
and one of the best things you can be.
A friend is the one who will always beside you,
through all the laughter,
and through each and every tear

A friend is the one hing
you can always rely on;
the someone you can
always open up to.

A friend is a sanctuary.
A friend is a smile.
A friend is a hand
that is always holding yours,
no matter where you are

A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart

~ Collin McCarty




Nice right.. i hope it is defining your relationship with your friends and also your role as a friend.

PS: i am a great fan of 4everfriend bear =D and also i choose green as the font colour with a reason.... because it is fresh (everything that is green is fresh right? and i am not being environmental friendly by the way =P) and i hope your relationship with your friends will be new each day.

=D

till then,
Snow

Happy to be back!!!

I know that it's like really late to wish everybody a HAPPY NEW YEAR but i sorta just came back from holidays so its considered very early for me... the trip to LA, Las Vegas, San Francisco and San Diego was really great.. would love to upload pictures but you all know that i am a very lazy person.. (hehe)

as for the title of this post... am not really happy.. i just cant think of any other title other than HAPPY NEW YEAR, which is really stew-pitt to put up cause this post is slow.. I MISS THE COLDNESS esp. snow!!!! its boiling hot here in Brunei and i have never really actually realised it up till like today after spending a month plus in cold countries

I MISS JAPAN!!! haha.. I MISS PEOPLE>> anybody terasa?? go ahead n terasa cause i am not going to state the names.. hehe.. new years resolution... erm................. i dont think i have any..

REASONS FOR NOT HAVING ANY NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS :-


1. I had some last year but i cant even remember them plus i dont even know whether i was able to achieve them or not.. i bet if i had any then by next year exactly this date, i will have NO idea of them

2. It will be quite or maybe VERY depressing for some people who aren't able to stick with their plans

3. blah blah blah blah and blah....... i cant think of anything anymore XD

anyways i feel happy to be able to come online.. very tired and am suffering from jet-lag.. the trip to Japan with my fellow JENESYS friends was very hectic yet enjoyable...

***to anybody who knows about my MICKEY.... he is doing great but is damaged for life by a super duper strong n coloured perfume sprayed by *****.. I FORGIVE YOU!!! hahahaha ***

Pre- departure ceremony in Sheraton Utama Hotel

ME, Sharon & Fiona at the Brunei Embassy in Japan

Fiona & Sharon on the flight back from Hokkaido to Tokyo

Imperial Palace

Sharon n I at a Japanese Restaurant at Asakusa, Japan

Sledging in Hokkaido

*Emiko*

ps. this is my first time blogging like ever so it took a ages n this is a long post so expect my next to be a long time later XD

The Light

Lord, you are the light of the world.
Let's your light shine on me,
Lost in the darkness of sin i was,
Found here i am.

Lord, please use me,
I call out for you, search for you
To let me show the light to people around me.
People whom i love.

Lord, i kneel down,
praying for forgiveness,
I walk in the light,
Where Lord, you're my guide.

The light of the world is Jesus.


#Jo

2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!

I think I'm kinda late to wish everyone Happy New Year but still it's the thought that counts. Hope 2009 will be a better year for each and everyone of us.

I actually don't bother to make any resolutions at all cos' i would probably not stick to it and will never achieve anything. But, this year, i want to change, i want to do something more productive and hope everything that i hope for or wish for will come true. Thinking back all these 17 years that i've been through, i don't think i have done anything that actually bring myself closer to God(honestly speaking).

Still, here are my new, new year resolutions.

1) get at least 8 hours of sleep everyday.

2) Huge wardrobe revamp.
(i have so many things to give to charity or something, haha)

3)Get a new phone
(mine nokia xpress music died on me before i went to KK, anyone giving theirs to me?? lols)

4) AWESOME 18th birthday party..

5) Pay attention and hand in h/w on time; get higher grades
(i need this so badly, im going to do it!!!!)

6) Exercise at least once a week

7) Lose 5 kgs

8)Remember that He has planned out our lives, and He has a future and a hope for us.

9) Have faith, to know He will carry you through.

10) Do daily devotions.

11) Meet XXXXXXX

12) Think of others more and less gossips.

13) Save more money and spend less.
(i guess i have to save 30% of my pocket money every month)

I think 13 is enough, as if i have more, the possibility of not achieving it is even higher. =/

All the best to everyone out there, may 2009 be a great year ahead as my 2008 wasn't that good. It was a year of exams ans stress!!

Every ending has a new beginning

First of all, Happy New Year everyone... wish you a prosperous year ahead of you... hehe... very cliches isn't it..=P but i can't think of any creative way of greeting.. *brain stuck*

Since it is new year... it will be mostly about new year resolutionS... and perhaps... our memories of last year.. New years always make me realize something anew... I AM GETTING OLDER!! =P hahaha... no la... just that there is no way that the time passed can be retraced back...

In the blink of an eye... it is already 2009.. every ending has a new beginning...
when 2008 ended.. 2009 begins... what does the future lies for us? Perhaps... 2009 will be the year of separation... where old friends will be separate.. for some... there will be brand new experience awaiting them... We never know what future has for us... No matter what happens.. i just hope that... WE will always be together.. sharing our joy and pain... =)

So there you go my new year wish... as for my new year's resolution.. it is just a typical one... 9 out of 10 of the girl will have the same resolution as mine.... =P

ok.. enough of being emo =P..

This is my very first time blogging... a whole new experience for me.... hehe. pardon me if i m writing a bunch of craps that makes no sense.... as you can see... i won't blog about just my daily activities but also a heap of craps.. ok.. no la... just some very random stuff... feel free to comment on MY post...

till then.. bye...

snow ( in case you don't know... it is sharon)

It's official

Hello people.

Today marks the day that we started this blog.

We are Hui Yi, Sharon and Jocelyn.

We name it not-me-but-us coz it's not only about my life but our lives.

We hope that our everyday lives and whatever that happen in the near future we will blog it and share with everyone who read it.

And when we come back and re-read what we've written, we'll eventually put a smile or even cry or even laugh at how each and single event that happened actually mean so much for us and what we've been through happen for a reason.

Be it joy, sadness, sorrows, regrets, anger and so on, this is a small space that we can write how we feel.

Maybe one day, our sons or daughters and even grandchildren could have the chance to see the oh-so-exciting-life of their elders.

Yea, exciting...

and actually learn from our mistakes... =D

#Jo