HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOy!! =)

hahaha... i know that you're 18 already and you're like the 5th girl to turn 18..

sharon and I are just behind you... turning 18 soon =s

not that being 18 is a bad thing or anything... (HAHA!!!)

i'd love you upload more pics of you for this post but this is the only pic I have in my comp currently...

the others are all my desktop back home...

CANT WAIT TO MEET YOU!!!!

CANT WAIT TO GET TO LONDON!!!

CANT WAIT FOR THORPE PARK!!!!

COOL RIDES AND AWESOME ROLLER COASTERS!!!

NB: (haha) this post is slow by a day.. so her birthday is actually on the 22nd!!!

*emiko*

heyy... =)

it's been a really long time since i've posted and i know that i'm supposed to post something about my school.. my life here.. blah blah blah and more blah... sorry to disappoint but i'm not going to..

i'm sooo addicted to paramore songs now!!! woooo~~ lol.. esp. when they just released their new album "BRAND NEW EYES"... but i'm not going into that.. i'm going to talk about another song...

i think it's written/co-written by Kara Dioguardi.. YES she is the additional judge on this year's American Idol.. she did a great job giving constructive criticism.. and i love her voice.. cause it's sorta coarse.. and not everyone with coarse voices are able to control their voices like she does... the meaning behind the lyrics is just soo understandable.. like it seems that we experience it in everyday life... so take a look at the lyrics!! =)

Is it obvious to you
When you walk into a room
Your face is all I see?

And my heart races so fast
I never knew a rush to feel like that
Every time you’re touching me

I never did believe in anything
I couldn’t hold between my fingers
But the way you make me feel
It’s just so real the way it lingers

I get lost inside your stare
Lost when you’re not there
When everything I have doesn’t mean a thing
If it’s without you

If it’s a dream, don’t wake me up
I’ll scream if this isn’t love
If bein’ lost means never knowin’
How it feels without you
I wanna stay lost forever
I wanna stay lost forever with you

No, this feeling doesn’t end
It’s with me everywhere I am
Hope it never goes away

It’s like defying gravity
Losin’ all control and bein’ free
And I always wanna stay

I never thought that I’d let go
Long enough to fall for someone so deeply
Who had the power to erase my fears
And find me so completely

I get lost inside your stare
Lost when you’re not there
When everything I have doesn’t mean a thing
If it’s without you

If it’s a dream, don’t wake me up
I’ll scream if this isn’t love
If bein’ lost means never knowin’
How it feels without you
I wanna stay lost

Don’t tell me where we’re goin’
I don’t wanna know
I like the mystery
I can’t believe we’ve come this far
So far away from where we started off
You found me when I wasn’t lookin’
You found me

And now I’m lost inside your stare
Lost when you’re not there
And everything I have doesn’t mean a thing
If it’s without you, without you

If it’s a dream, don’t wake me up
I’ll scream if this isn’t love
If bein’ lost means never knowin’
How it feels without you

Yeah, if bein’ lost means never knowin’
How it feels without you
Oh, bein’ lost means that I’m never
Gonna be without you
I wanna stay lost forever
I wanna stay lost forever with you

Lost - Kara DioGuardi

School

Few days ago, our school had this jeans for genes day. We can wear our jeans and had to pay a pound for charity. It's once in a year that we can wear jeans in school and also for the year 7 to 11 to wear casual clothes instead of uniform.

Celebrated mooncake festival at night. We went to our school's field(really big one). It was SO SO SO SO SO COLD and i wore less clothes. I was thinking to myself, what's wrong with me? No worries, I came up with this idea to do jump shots. I think it's warmer.

These are fail for me

I love this. Finally, a good one for me.

The moon.

“人生有很多转角，当你以为快要到尽头的时候，转一个弯，一条康庄大道或许又出现了。。”

#Jo

Be my penguin?

Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that cannot be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it in your dream wedding, but there's also the chance that the one person that you count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you better than you know yourself is the same person who has been standing beside you all along.

-Marion St. Claire, Bride wars

PISSED OFF

YOU ARE A MAJOR TURN OFF..

TURN OFF I SAY.

I'm never this angry until i met someone like you.

It's not that we don't know what's ostrich, it's just that at that point of time, i couldn't think the chinese word for ostrich and you think we don't know what's ostrich?

AND YOU WENT ON AND TOLD EVERYONE THAT WE DON'T KNOW WHAT'S OSTRICH!!

SO WHO IS BEING STUPID HERE?

YOU THINK WE'RE DUMB?

ARE YOU BEING LAME OR WHAT?

DO YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO?

I MEAN.. HELLO.. I KNOW YOUR LANGUAGE AND DO YOU KNOW MINE?

SO JUST SHUT UP AND STOP MAKING A BIG FUSS OUT OF NOTHING.

STOP ACTING LIKE YOU'RE SUPER INTELLIGENT WHEN YOU'RE OBVIOUSLY NOT.

STOP BEING SO RUDE TO TEACHER AND LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR.

YOU'RE BEING RACIST.

OR MAYBE YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS OF US.

YOU GOT SUPER ANNOYED WHEN ONE OF US FOUND THE SOLUTION FASTER THAN YOU?

ARGHH.. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?

I COULDN'T AGREE MORE WHEN SOMEONE ACTUALLY THOUGHT YOU WERE A GUY.

NEED I SAY MORE? YOU REALLY DO.

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

It's really sad to see the people you love like this.

#Jo

York Dungeon

My housemistress and people who are in charge of the school house and college house organised a weekend activity for boarders. We went to York Dungeon. It's a tourist attraction. York dungeon is kinda like a place where "actor or actress" tell stories or history about York. It can be a scary place for the faint hearted, it might be quite a interesting place for those who like history or something and a boring place for the people who want something more challenging. I find it not bad and not that scary. I want something more SCARY please. Somewhere that i can really scream and cry cos i freak out or something.

Planning to go down to London this half term and definitely going to London Dungeon. Hopefully it's more interesting than York Dungeon.

Before going in, feeling really scared. (ya right)

seniors and us.

Inside the york dungeon:

One of the actors

He is a surgeon and you have to see how he put his hand into the corpse's body and dig out intestine and liver and whatever. AND AND AND actually licked it. It's not real corpse, duh. BUT it looked disgusting.

We weren't suppose to take picture. This actor gave us permission to take a picture of him(above).

This is fake btw.

That is all we took in the dungeon. There were more different parts inside like talking about Dick Turpin, the court, some ways of torturing prisoners in the past, etc.

End with a picture we took in the york dungeon as in the camera in the dungeon. After touring York dungeon, we can choose to buy the picture or not. One for 6 pounds and two for 10 pounds.

I was holding an axe but the camera didn't took it. And hey, take a look at Kidah's expression...

Out.

#Jo

Hari raya celebration

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO EVERY MUSLIM OUT THERE.

I celebrate raya here in Uk as well with my seniors, faizah and kidah.

We were having lotsa fun by gathering in seniors' room and eat all the kuih.

TAPAK KUDA IS DAMN NICE.

I can eat the whole roll.

Today is monday kan? GUESS WHAT?

We all wear baju kurong to school. ><

Everyone is looking at us like we're aliens trying to invade their territory or something.

Then keep asking questions that i don't really know how to answer.

Who am i to answer anyway? I was a bit reluctant when I'm asked to wear baju kurong. In the end, I find it alright; just a lil bit more attention on you.

Pictures in seniors' room

Shy~~

Me and my usual 'picture face'

Seniors and us. Quite a lot eh? 12 of us.

This is extra. Having dinner at chilli restaurant.

How i wish I'm in bhall celebrating hari raya with others. Oh well.. never mind.

#Jo

Present to you my new love, Amber.

Cos' she's hot, hot and hottttttt.

Yeaps, she's a girl. No doubt about that.

She's in a new korean girl group called f(x)

Sounds like function isn't it?

She looks like a guy, sounds like a guy and she is manly than some guys out there.

Uk life

Ready, set, GOOOOOOOO...

Vivien, a friend from China and Akidah

Jane, a friend from China as well.

The four brunei girls.

Playing with the photobooth in gina's studies( study room). Each and one of us have different study rooms in the school.

For those who don't know, I'm in the UK now. I'm in The Mount School York. Everything is fine so far. I have great tutors, great environment, great weather(even though it gets extremely cold in winter, for now.. it's super cooling), great facilities, great whatever.

I joined cross country, badminton and photography as my CCA. First time running in a cooling weather unlike in brunei, all year round it's hot, hot and hot unless it's raining. I felt so shiok after running as i haven't been running for ages. Oh plus I'm getting fat. The fats have started to take residence around the stomach area. oh sheeez..

I have to get into bed by 10.30. No later than that except weekend. How i wish weekend to be here sooooooon. Tomorrow is friday and off we go to live in hotel. This weekend is our first dispersed weekend @exeats. I'm going to live in a hotel which cost me 80 pounds. I have no choice!!! I couldn go down to Brunei Hall as the train ticket is so EXPENSIVE. 100 plus pounds. Thats one of the disadvantages of being mounties(people studying in Mount school).

Well I'm still enjoying every moment here.

Miss warner(housemistress) has came to check up on us and i'm still using comp =S

Till then...

#Jo

I cry cos' I'm happy

I cry cos' I'm sad

I cry cos I'm touched

I cry cos I'm angry

I cry cos' I'm in pain

I cry cos' I'm flying

I cry cos' I'm leaving

I cry cos' I'm emotional

I cry cos' I know i will miss you

I cry cos' I love you all who has been a part of my life.

I cried, am crying, will be crying.

No, don't stop a person from crying. The tears mean the most deepest and honestly feeling of heart; a way which people express their thanks, gratitude and appreciation to others which words are unable to replace.

#Jo

The most important things are people who are around you.

Had a great week. A week filled with gatherings and parties and hang outs. Val had her farewell party last friday. BBQ!! I love the lamb.. Who can resist the meat? I mean seriously. It tasted too good with the peel fresh orange juice.. ahh.. I'm in heaven.. excuse the cloud of smoke which totally made me having difficulties opening my eyes cos' was wearing contact lens. All in all, it was still a great day. By the way, val's cousin, ah heng or something is soooo cute!!! It was his birthday that day. Lols.. I tried to carry him but failed!!! (weight is a bit above average for his age :X)

Before going to Val's bbq, we had a photoshoot at universal studio. Oh boy, never thought that photoshoot can be that tiring.. we took about 100 plus photos.

~Photos we took using our cameras(u can see the quality not that good, 12.1 megapixel only ah.. so ya)

Annabelle and me trying to act fierce(i'm giving that gl face)

These are previews only. I will get the real one soon.

I went to miri on saturday just to buy my one year supply of contact lens. I feel so happy having so many contact lens at one time. I have 8 pairs or more. Can't remember. I reached home at 6 plus then waited for the people who gathered at excapade to finish their dinner then drop by my house to fetch me to gabriel's house. It was Val's driver who fetched me and I'm so sorry to lead them to a dead end. Lols.. I thought i remember where is gab's house. Hahah.. Val's uncle was laughing when we reach the dead end. Gab's house was near the dead end.

3 of us and gab at the back.

Group pic with some people missing.(they were outside watching tv)

K.. till here. Will blog soon again. =)

#Jo

=)

Ya, my nails are that long. And ya the way I hold a pen is like that; the fourth finger as my base.

I have the best month ever this year apart from june. I'll blog soon.. Till then. =)

#Jo

heat... haze... race...

this post is really out dated but i think that it's worth posting.. LOL!!! well recently like a week ago? rui, sinyi,huijin & I joined the fitness zone race... IT WAS MISERABLE!! lol... 

we ran/jogged/walked/limped and all other type of ways to get our butts to the finish line.. the race started from fitness zone... the heat wasn that bad but the haze wasn good at all.. it actually made our breathing more difficult.. so this is the route...

fitness zone (kiulap) ---> KACA (near ripas) ----> Royal Regalia ---> post office (bandar) ---> tasek lama ---> fitness zone (mall) ---> pasar (to eat ambuyat.. which tasted horribleee) ---> fitness zone (kiulap)

hmm.. i wonder how far is that... the ambuyat which our team was given was really bad.. it wasn even cooked well and it smelled and tasted like glue paste... *yuck* well a large proportion went into the bin.. we didnt exactly cheat but we found ways to get rid of the ambuyat.. it's like being imaginative? or isit creative? teehee

i'm just grateful that we didnt get last and we were able to complete all the tasks without using the cheats.. 

lol.. just being random! =)

i thought that everything is over but when i woke up the next day, i was in PAYNEEE.. my abdomen was like sore and whenever i coughed/sneezed, it hurt really bad.. and my ankle is sprained i think.. at least the pain is all gone now.. except my ankle though.. taking it's time to heal i guess.. hmm.. so that's it.. well mei zhu celebrated her bday the day before yesterday.. it was brought forward, so that joyful day will be covered by me or my other two comrades (jo / snow) LOL!!!

*emiko*

teehee

=)