Forever and always...

HEY PEEPS!!! wanted to make this post thru my phone but it failed.. i dono how to like activate it using my phone... haiz... i was like sending it for sooo many times but still... "UNABLE TO SEND.. SAVED IN OUTBOX" =.="

so boredom is starting to conquer my daily life.. well its quite normal to feel bored.. i mean if you're living in Brunei right???? ISNT IT?? soo... it's the normal school life.. school.. sleep.. eat.. tv.. sleep.. eat.. online.. homework.. haiz... talking about homework, my work is like piling up!!!! its practically touching the ceiling already.. okay okay.. i know that i'm exaggerating abit but its reality.. FACE THE FACT MAN!!! XD

well.. in this post i want to share with you, my fellow blog readers, a leasson that i learnt recently.. u might already know it but have you ever experienced it and learnt it the hard way?? that's the MAIN question... all i know is that i DID...

have you ever questioned the adults... "why and how did u know that?" or "what makes you so sure of that?" adults always tell their children/nestlings (hehe).. err.. they always say.. dont judge a book by it's cover and like if u like a person like the person for who he/she is cause looks will fade/disappear as time passes and blah blah blah...

well i'm sorta experiencing it... how looks can be deceiving.. it's like what you can see is not really true and that, we cant really trust what we see cause that someone/something might be just playing you.. as in like fooling your eyes by not being their true selves.. there's a case.. the chameleon.. how it always changes its colour and blends with the surrounding.. and as time passes we might just forget what a chameleon's true colour is.. and in a case like mine, we might just forget or not find out what type of characteristic or potential that someone/something truly has.. the potential of hurting someone..

some people think that being their true selves is not a good idea.. they have the idea that showing their true identity might make them prone to 'sabotage' and all the other forms or being hurt....... well it's quite true but what will you learn from life if u don't get hurt in the first place... it's like learning to walk.. dont tell me that you've never fell down before when you first took your first few steps on earth.....

okay.. so i am going off the topic.. but the truth is that i actually experienced it first hand.. how deceiving looks and actions may be.. so dont go believeing everyone who just smiles at you.. they may be your next door neighbour but who knows what they have hidden behind closed doors??? abuse???? have you ever thought of that before??

in life we may come out of hardships and stop our contact with that someone... trust is a very crucial thing to be gained between friends but when lost, it's one of the toughest thing to re-gain..so treasure your friends and think twice before doing anything that may inflict pain/hurt on your friends.... planning of teasing your friend??? make sure that it doesn exceed the limit.. it might become personal and you will just lose your friendship......

just had my MIB interview just now.. it was okay la.. but comparing the DANA and the BAS interview, the DANA interview is WAYY tougher than the BAS one.. but the part that sucks the most is the part when we had to converse.. i was practically translating my ans from eng to malay in my mind.. lol... and the other stupid was that.. i didn know that my IC already expired.. he tagur-ed it.. and sorta lectured me on the price i have to pay if the police officials found out about it... i was freakin' embarrassed man... =S

GLAD THAT IT'S ALL OVER NOW!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREETINGS TO....

Fiona.....(13th april)

Jamri....(14th april)

Effie... (17th april)

sorry for the late greetings guys and i took the pics from your fb.. =s

i chose the pics with the effects for a slight privacy..

*emiko*

-to love and to be loved... to hold and to be held....-