Ya , it never die

Remember, even with the distance between us, even if it all seems falling apart, I'm still someone who cares.

Just because friendships weren't used to be like before, it doesn't mean the love dies.

=)

L.I.F.E

TO: Seven flowers

Life

What do people always say about life? People always compare life to flowing in river, roller coaster rider... For me i think life is a little like roller coaster ride but then again life is much slower paced, we build up our own lives step by step...  one step at a time.. but no matter how slow each step is, changes always come. We can never stay the same for too long. the things we once hold dear might become a trash in our own eyes over night, things that we used to deem a waste of time take up more than half of our day now.. 

Life change, we change, environment change and our teachers change.

However no matter how much we change... friends are still friends. we might no longer be in the same class. We might have monstrous of assignment to finish each and everyday. we might be having different subjects, different teachers, different stay back time. whatever it is.. we are still friends. 

It is true.. once a bond is formed.. it is difficult for a person to come in... yet it is also true... once a bond is formed... it is even more difficult for the person to get out... 

No matter what happen, you will always be my best friend. 

PS : Friendship is not define by the time we spent together... but it is define by how deeep you are in my heart... and me in your heart....

snow~

Another chapter of your life.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, OLI!!

<3

#Jo( to be continued)

I'll always love you...

today is a special day... a special person's birthday.. who is dearest to me... It's my mamee's bday!!!! well her age is private and also supposed to be kept as a secret.. hehe...

so we ate out for lunch at coffee zone.. the food there was quite good.. had cream of carrot (soup), tuna salad (appetizer), fettuccine (main course) and coffee (the finishing touch) it was a heck of a lunch... LOL!!! soooo full man... in the middle of our lunch, three guys came in.. from their looks i think they're like Spore army.. the ones training in Brunei..

anyhoos.. i spent the afternoon baking apple pie!!!! it succeeded man.. LUCKILY!!! it was specially baked for my mom cause she likes 'em.. but it took me quite long.. overall i feel satisfied and happy... err my mom said it was good.. i tired the crust area and it's really really good!!!! i mean crispy and crunchy crusts!!!!

so since it succeeded, i planned to post the recipe here.. =D

MAKE IT YOURSELF: APPLE PIE

ingredients (shortcrust pastry)

250g plain flour

4 Tbs caster sugar

150g cold butter chopped into cubes

2 - 3 Tbs ice cold water

3 Tbs chopped maradamia nuts (optional) *i din use 'em*

method:

1. make the pastry my mixing the flour, sugar and butter in a large bowl. Rub everything togerther with your fingers until the pastry resembles fine breadcrumbs.

2. Add just enough cold water to get everything combined. Knead it slightly, form it into a ball, then wrap the ball in Cling film and place it in the fridge for about 30 minutes.

3. Roll out two-thirds of the pastry on a lightly floured surface, reserving the other third in the fridge for the pir top. if it is too sticky, add a little more flour or roll it between two sheets of baking paper.

4. When it is about 2mm thick, lay it on the bottom of a 20cm diameter baking dish, allowing the sides the come up a bit higher then the edge of the dish.

5. If using, sprinkle the chopped macadamia nuts onto the pastry base. They add a nice taste and can help stop the pastry base from becoming soggy. (i didn't use it and the base is fine =D)

6. Place the pastry back in the fridge until apple filling is ready.

ingredients (for the pie filling and top crust)

8 large apples peeled, cored and sliced

2 Tbs water

6 Tbs caster sugar

2 Tbs grated lemon rind

1/2 tsp cinnamon

1 egg, beaten

method:

1. Put the apples and the water in a large frying pan, cover with a lid and simmer gently, shaking the pan now and then, for about 5 mins or until the apples start to become tender ( i did this twice cause my pan wasn big enough)
   
2. Stir in the sugar, lemon rind and cinnamon and remove from the heat and allow to cool.
   
3. Heat the oven to 200 deg C.
   
4. Remove the chilled pie case from the oven and pack the cooled apple mixture into the case.
   
5. Roll the remaining third of the pastry into around the size of the pie dish top. Brush the rim with a little water then press the edges together to seal the pie. Cut some slits in the top and decorate with some pastry "roses" if you wish.
   
6. Brush the top with beaten egg and place in over for around 30 min or until the top is golden brown and crisp.
   
   

*best served with ice cream*

=D

final product

inner feeling... (pie)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMEE!!!!! <3

*emiko*

I need a break

Someone get me the ducks especially Superstar duck, Punk duck and Poker duck please. =)

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Traumatised by it.

Your say about this? Is it plain cruel/heartless or professionalism?

The world today is made up by people being ignorant and clueless about their existence. Gone are the morals and civics being taught to us since we're young. Human are built to be self-centered. No doubt about that. Don't try to argue, you're human.

I need to breathe fresh air and be happy. I have no mood which explains I have no mood for school. I have no motivation, no determination to do anything now. I NEED to take a break from what I am doing now. I HAVE NO MOOD FOR SCHOOL, I repeat. I skipped GP class again just now. Went to library to do maths h/w instead. I know I'm getting form bad to worse. Everything is piling up like mountains. If left untouched, it'll fall on top of me and leave me no space to breathe. I'll die from breathlessness. I haven't been working hard since last year. I'm slacking off the days away. The only reason for me going to school is because of them.

Have you thought of sleeping forever and never wake up. Not to think about what to do and what is going to happen. I have this feeling. When i wake up everyday, I feel the need to go back and sleep. I woke up everyday in horror and panic. I'm worried and depressed.

I know I have to wake up,
but I don't want to wake up.
What's wrong with me?
Life is hard.

Well, actually I have no life.

Can I not think? Can I forget to breathe?

#Jo

Especially To You

I want to take this special day to wish all the mums in the world a

"Happy Mothers' Day"

Especially to You

You've gone through the pain,
Just to let me see the world.
You've gone through the rain and storm,
Just to bring me up.

You cook the best meal in the world,
Just to keep me healthy.
You did things for me silently,
Just to see me smile.

You woke up in the middle of the night,
Just to feed me medicine,
You beat me with___,
Just for me to realize my mistake.

I couldn't thank you more.
You teach me how to love,
Because you love me,
Mum, I LOVE YOU.

From the bottom of my heart.

#Jo

I like that boom boom pow

Changed my playlist! Not like there are people listening. Haha.

Last Sunday was another memorable day. We volunteered to walk/run with the special people in the Special Olympics. I went to Bandar at 7-ish and waited with Sharon at Coffee Bean for the others. We were kinda late and people were doing the morning exercises and we stood there like a wood. Not really into the aerobics or wadever. Then here came Olivia and Wen Zhi who were the latest.

The walk begins shortly after their arrival. At first we were walking and talking. Then when we walked from Tamn SOAS to somewhere near post office, raindrops started to fall from the never ending sky. The grey cloud was an indication of a rainy sunday. Others participants continued to run/walk while we just find a shelter to keep us dry. However, Hui Yi, Annabelle, Wen Zhi, Lawrence and Twins decided to continue walking. Olivia, Sharon, Rachel and I waited for the rain to stop then we continue to walk but then the rain didn't stop. So I decided to walk with my ex-classmates in Chung Hwa who had an umbrella with her. Halfway walking with the umbrella which failed to keep me dry,(imagine three people with a medium size umbrella and the umbrella only covered half of me) I might as well run and let both of them use the umbrella instead of being an extra. I was the extra one. Then I ran and caught up with Hui Yi and the others.

Then the rain slowly stopped. I continue the journey running and hoping to reach Stadium soon. The route is actually not that long if there is someone in front of you that you want to catch up with. Yes, there was. Then reached the finish line and saw many people:ex-classmates, schoolmates, friends and etc.

Start of the walkathon

Belle, me+ my heart and Hui Yi

My lover for the day xD

Group photo

That pretty sums up my last sunday with the peeps.

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This sunday, however, is mother's day. I acted in a drama in church which I looked really bad in it. My role is a geek and my mother in the drama wants me to study hard and party is a no-no for me.

We were bored during rehearsal and so we played with the scientist(in the drama)'s specs.

The real day. I know I totally looked like mummy's good girl. But ya, it's drama.

#Jo

Bad Day....

okay.. so i am free now.. will blog bout my embarrassing/not so fortunate week (last week)...

Hmmm.. how did it start off again?????? ................................

OH YEAH!!!!

(WED) i was listening to my ipod touch.. then i was meddling with the functions and i saw the password thing.. so i wanted to test it... BAD IDEA!!!! i entered the code number twice.. 2nd time for confirmation.. so i switched the ipod off to test it right?? then when i tried entering the code.. it didn work... WTFudge man... i was likee freaking out.. 3 tries and still cant work.. then "IPOD DISABLED... TRY AFTER 1 MINUTE" =.=" then i tried after a minute... the disabled for 15 mins then 1 hour!!!! =.=" gave up la...

(FRIDAY) and i planned to go out to mall with the gang... well i called 13 ppl and only 6 ppl turned up... how sad is that man... lol... then this hean go ppk me again.. =.=" so depressing ahhh... lol... okayy so i am side tracking here...

sooo we watched 'he's just not that into you'.. i think the movie was okayy.. quite nice la.. rating maybe like 6.5/10... =D.. anyways.. then i sat next to qi hong.. and we just realised.. we forgot to buy popcorn... OHHH NOOO!!!! then we had to go out and get the popcorn (luckily we din miss anything)... soooooo wa watched the movie....

in the middle of the movie, qi hong accidentally smacked the popcorn box thing and half of the popcorn practically fell on me and stuck to my baju.. i just stood up and let the popcorn fall to the floor... *sorry-to-the-mall-ushers-who-needed- to-clean-the-floor-and-remove-the-sticky-popcorn* LOL!!!! that's the not fortunate part of my week....


NOW COMES THE EMBARRASSING PART>>>>


well b4 i went to escapade have lunch (b4 the movie) i went to Utama Grand with my mom.. its cause i was in mall since 11 something so just kia-kia until the meet up time lo... then we went in Utama Grand right?? and guess what happened........... well the steaking stuff sensor sounded.... =.=" LOL!!! the stupid thing is that my mom and i were going in not out... so what's wrong with the freakin' machine??? i stared at my mom and my mom gave that expression which says "the machine rosak.. dont care.. just walk" LOL!!!! on the way out the same thing happened anyways....

soooo.. thats not the only embarrassing part.... after my outing at mall i went to hua ho kiulap..

Purpose- check out whether the ipod shop was open so that can restore my ipod... don wna tell my mom.. lol.. so go secretly lo.. the shop in mall cant help cause the internet connection very slow..

anyways.. so i went in and the sensor sounded.... LOL!!!!!! AGAIN!!!! going in............ but nobody heard it.. cause it was so noisy so i just went in lo.. the security guard so lousy one.. LOL!!!!.. sooo then i pushed the trolley out... and my dad was walking in front of me... then when i passed the sensor thing, it sounded AGAIN!!!! the i stopped moving.. the security guard was staring at me with wide eyes.. i could feel my face BURN!!!!! all the passerby ppl was staring at me.. =.=" i was calling for my dad and he was like so bangang..... lol..

Security guard (SG) : BUKAKAN BEG MU!!!

Me: *open-slowly and show him* nada apa-apa wa..

(SG) : okei... *push the trolley pass the sensor.. nothing happened then asked me to walk pass*

*siren went on* =,="

Me: nada apa-apa wa.. *tap my body and pockets*

(SG) : okay.. nada apa-apa.. jalan la..


when this happened everyone stopped and stared at me!!! they stopped whatever they were doing to be kepo... soo embarrassing man!!!!!! my dad was like "why like that? what happened?" *in chinese* then i told him and my mom everything and they...... LAUGHED!!!! =.="


anyways.. now i hae a slight fear... when i walk into a shop with the sensor thing i'll like pray and say in my head... PLS DONT RING! PLS DONT RING!.. so traumatizing man.. lol...



*emiko*


ps.. ipod repaired already!!! =D